This morning has been nothing short of interesting. Miles has certainly made my day.
We were all cuddled on the couch watching Toopy and Binou, when Miles suddenly shouted out "Mommy look! Cumcanos!" I burst out laughing, Miles repeated the word excitedly over and over again. Deven sat there with a funny expression on his face and said "Well, that'll be a great nickname for 'it' come highschool!". I laugh harder, Miles continues pointing excitedly and shouting "Cumcanos! Toopys in the cumcanos!!" I finally get it together and stop laughing long enough to help correct his pronounciation. "Yes Miles, they're VOL-canos".
Not long after our 'cumcano' incident, Deven and I were saying goodbye in the doorway before he left to go to work. Once again, Miles shouts out suddenly "Mommy Mommy Look!! Dildos!!" I spin around and say "What!?" He continues to excitedly shout, "Dildo's Mommy!! Dildos!!" I look at the screen and see the Cat in the Hat speaking to an armadillo. Once again I try to correct his pronounciation "Yes Miles, Armadillos!"
My day has been made. Lmfao.
Monday, 27 February 2012
Sunday, 26 February 2012
Productive Day!
Whew! Today was pretty productive. My Mom came over and the 2 of us went through my storage closet finally throwing out Miles' crib, and getting rid of various other objects. Sent it all to Value Village! I'm pretty proud of myself. I have a bit of a 'problem'.. I hoard a little, I'm materialistic.. so when my Mom comes over to help me purge it's nice for me. Helps me with letting go. The house is looking much better and I feel like I can breath again! Even Miles got in on it and helped out a little.
I'm looking forward to going through even more stuff and getting rid of it. I'll be going through my shoes, clothes, Miles' clothes, toys, and lots more, so if you're reading this and thinking oooouu! I want dibs! Well.. I 'advertise' what I'm ridding myself of, on my forum; http://www.justusmoms.forumotion.ca/ - it's in the Moms who sell stuff section, however.. unless you're a member you won't be able to see the entire forum and therefore will not know what I'm ridding myself of... It's worth a look though! Got some great stuff going on, Scentsy Giveaways (next giveaway at 50 members) and R&R Contracting services.. Fun stuff!
Anyways, that's my post of the day, I know I've not been posting daily but with it being wintery-spring time I'm mostly just doing a lot of cleaning and ya'll don't wanna read posts about cleaning my house.. doesn't make for interesting reading.. Lol. Ciao for now!
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I'm looking forward to going through even more stuff and getting rid of it. I'll be going through my shoes, clothes, Miles' clothes, toys, and lots more, so if you're reading this and thinking oooouu! I want dibs! Well.. I 'advertise' what I'm ridding myself of, on my forum; http://www.justusmoms.forumotion.ca/ - it's in the Moms who sell stuff section, however.. unless you're a member you won't be able to see the entire forum and therefore will not know what I'm ridding myself of... It's worth a look though! Got some great stuff going on, Scentsy Giveaways (next giveaway at 50 members) and R&R Contracting services.. Fun stuff!
Anyways, that's my post of the day, I know I've not been posting daily but with it being wintery-spring time I'm mostly just doing a lot of cleaning and ya'll don't wanna read posts about cleaning my house.. doesn't make for interesting reading.. Lol. Ciao for now!
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Thursday, 23 February 2012
Yay Miles!
Yesturday was pretty successful.
I'm so proud of my little guy!
Miles managed to make it to the potty every time he needed to go until about 3 when he restricted himself to it. That's when I noticed he was feeling a little uncomfortable and put a diaper back on him. He acted fine the rest of the night.
Today we started again. He's not been in a diaper yet and has been successful at using the potty each time he needs to go with only 1 accident so far. I'm aiming to make it past 3 today with no diapers. I think this goal will be met. Miles is acting much more himself and is playing and not acting like his butt is glued to the potty-seat. I'm so excited to stop spending 40 bucks a month on diapers!!
I'm so proud of my little guy!
Miles managed to make it to the potty every time he needed to go until about 3 when he restricted himself to it. That's when I noticed he was feeling a little uncomfortable and put a diaper back on him. He acted fine the rest of the night.
Today we started again. He's not been in a diaper yet and has been successful at using the potty each time he needs to go with only 1 accident so far. I'm aiming to make it past 3 today with no diapers. I think this goal will be met. Miles is acting much more himself and is playing and not acting like his butt is glued to the potty-seat. I'm so excited to stop spending 40 bucks a month on diapers!!
Wednesday, 22 February 2012
Wish Me Luck!
Today should be interesting... After countless attempts at potty training Miles, it's finally come down to this... I've stuck him in his big boy underwear, put a movie on for him, and put the potty in the livingroom with him. I told him no peeing in his underwear, he repeated it, and just now he came over to me and got cuddly and said he was scared of the potty.. I think this means he has to go! So I've stuck him on the potty now and he's watching his movie... Heres hoping for some success today!
Tuesday, 21 February 2012
Help Save Bethesda
When I first found out I was pregnant with Miles, I was sent to live in a shelter called Bethesda. My family had lived there before me and found it a wonderful experience that they really benefitted from. My experience differed from theres, but looking back I sometimes think I should have stuck it out. I had left after just 3 days of living there. I was scared, didn't like the thought of living on my own. I don't like change so the move stressed me out too. I didn't know anyone but had started to get to know a few people before leaving.
I felt singled out because nobody came to visit me. My family never came, DS's Father at the time never showed up to visit.. in fact he took it as the perfect opportunity to start cheating on me - great guy.. not.
But the staff were wonderful. Everyone was so kind hearted, and it was really like a family there. I was only there for 3 days, but I saw girls - no.. women coming together to help eachother through this transition into Motherhood.
Bethesda really is a wonderful place, even if it wasn't the right place for me.
I felt singled out because nobody came to visit me. My family never came, DS's Father at the time never showed up to visit.. in fact he took it as the perfect opportunity to start cheating on me - great guy.. not.
But the staff were wonderful. Everyone was so kind hearted, and it was really like a family there. I was only there for 3 days, but I saw girls - no.. women coming together to help eachother through this transition into Motherhood.
Bethesda really is a wonderful place, even if it wasn't the right place for me.
Now.. Bethesda is at risk of being shut down and closed for good. I feel this would be a huge loss to society because so many women did benefit from being in this shelter. Please help save Bethesda by liking this page;
http://www.facebook.com/?ref=tn_tnmn#!/pages/Save-Bethesda/252651091480734
http://www.facebook.com/?ref=tn_tnmn#!/pages/Save-Bethesda/252651091480734
Your help is greatly appreciated.
Monday, 20 February 2012
It's Family Day!
What did you all do for family day?
My day began at 8 today. Well.. Kind of. I was exhausted this morning. No clue why, but I woke at 8, let Miles out of his room, got him breakfast, and found myself re-awakening every 20 minutes or so until nearly 11. I just couldn't keep my eyes open!
I told Miles to go jump on Deven and off he ran, excitedly, down the hall, burst through the bedroom door and lunged at him. Deven grabbed him and rolled over tossing Miles onto the bed, tickling him. The way the 2 of them play just warms my heart.
Once their tickle war was finished, Miles and I ventured back out to the livingroom. Deven came out shortly after and started breakfast. We had eggs, toast and bacon. Even though Miles had already eaten, he enjoyed a piece of toast as well.
After breakfast, Miles watched a movie while Deven and I went to the bedroom to put away the laundry and organise his side of the closet - okay so I didn't do much other then watch... lol.
We then took a moment to relax and Miles had a short nap on the couch. I took a bunch of pictures of him because the way he was sleeping he looked "dead". His eyes were half open, his mouth was open, he was just a mass of tired baby.
Once we'd managed to wake him, we headed out for our family day activity!
Betcha can't guess what we did!
We walked. And walked. And then walked some more until finally we arrived at Tim Hortons up by Petsmart. I was freezing because I was being macho and insisted that I didn't need a coat before we left and then once we were outside already I was too lazy to go back upstairs and get one.
Now we're home.. well Miles and I are.. Miles is in bed, out cold. My eyes are getting heavier and heavier as I type.. Deven is out collecting another batch of his things for us - okay him - to go through and find space for in this tiny apartment.. and that's that!
I can't wait to go to bed... Actually I may just head there now.
Hope everyone had a good Family Day!!
My day began at 8 today. Well.. Kind of. I was exhausted this morning. No clue why, but I woke at 8, let Miles out of his room, got him breakfast, and found myself re-awakening every 20 minutes or so until nearly 11. I just couldn't keep my eyes open!
I told Miles to go jump on Deven and off he ran, excitedly, down the hall, burst through the bedroom door and lunged at him. Deven grabbed him and rolled over tossing Miles onto the bed, tickling him. The way the 2 of them play just warms my heart.
Once their tickle war was finished, Miles and I ventured back out to the livingroom. Deven came out shortly after and started breakfast. We had eggs, toast and bacon. Even though Miles had already eaten, he enjoyed a piece of toast as well.
After breakfast, Miles watched a movie while Deven and I went to the bedroom to put away the laundry and organise his side of the closet - okay so I didn't do much other then watch... lol.
We then took a moment to relax and Miles had a short nap on the couch. I took a bunch of pictures of him because the way he was sleeping he looked "dead". His eyes were half open, his mouth was open, he was just a mass of tired baby.
Once we'd managed to wake him, we headed out for our family day activity!
Betcha can't guess what we did!
We walked. And walked. And then walked some more until finally we arrived at Tim Hortons up by Petsmart. I was freezing because I was being macho and insisted that I didn't need a coat before we left and then once we were outside already I was too lazy to go back upstairs and get one.
Now we're home.. well Miles and I are.. Miles is in bed, out cold. My eyes are getting heavier and heavier as I type.. Deven is out collecting another batch of his things for us - okay him - to go through and find space for in this tiny apartment.. and that's that!
I can't wait to go to bed... Actually I may just head there now.
Hope everyone had a good Family Day!!
Sunday, 19 February 2012
Yay Sunday!
Couple of things I'm gunna talk about, boring? maybe, but I'm gunna talk about it anyways so ha!
Yesturday; Holy cow.. I finally finished it! (then you say.. finished what?) and I say.. my book for the child I put up for adoption! I decided I wanted to do something special for him. So I wrote a letter, that turned into 8 pages, front and back. So I took those 8 pages and decided that I needed to just get a notebook and make something special for this little one, and that's what I did! I re-wrote those 8 pages, and then followed them with a picture of myself and the birth Father, pictures of me during the pregnancy, and a few pictures of Miles. I'm hoping he likes it! He's 7 months now.. I can't believe how quickly time has passed.
On another note.... We went to my Moms for a family dinner and she did something that shocked me because she'd never done this with ANY boyfriends I've ever brought home so she must really like Deven. She brought out.. my baby photos. Insanity... lol.
Today; I gotta clean this house cuz Devens bringing more of his stuff over! I know... lame that he moved in forever ago and all his stuff still isn't here lol.
OH! Gotta let ya'll know too that Just Us Moms (http://www.justusmoms.forumotion.ca/) is public until the 25th! So nows your chance to go check out what it's all about, throw in suggestions to make it better, post, browse, stalk, whatever suits your fancy!
Yesturday; Holy cow.. I finally finished it! (then you say.. finished what?) and I say.. my book for the child I put up for adoption! I decided I wanted to do something special for him. So I wrote a letter, that turned into 8 pages, front and back. So I took those 8 pages and decided that I needed to just get a notebook and make something special for this little one, and that's what I did! I re-wrote those 8 pages, and then followed them with a picture of myself and the birth Father, pictures of me during the pregnancy, and a few pictures of Miles. I'm hoping he likes it! He's 7 months now.. I can't believe how quickly time has passed.
On another note.... We went to my Moms for a family dinner and she did something that shocked me because she'd never done this with ANY boyfriends I've ever brought home so she must really like Deven. She brought out.. my baby photos. Insanity... lol.
Today; I gotta clean this house cuz Devens bringing more of his stuff over! I know... lame that he moved in forever ago and all his stuff still isn't here lol.
OH! Gotta let ya'll know too that Just Us Moms (http://www.justusmoms.forumotion.ca/) is public until the 25th! So nows your chance to go check out what it's all about, throw in suggestions to make it better, post, browse, stalk, whatever suits your fancy!
Saturday, 18 February 2012
Just Us Moms!
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Thursday, 16 February 2012
Facebook Hoax's
Last night, this status was making it's way around facebook;
URGENT!!! For all parents, Nestle is asking for everyone to return all GERBER BANANA BABY FOOD expiring 2012 because they may contain glass. Please copy and paste for all babies safety. Batch code 7613033089 73, even if you're not a parent please copy you could save a baby's lifeIt looks pretty believeable. They include the expiry date, batch code.. play on peoples feelings by saying that you could save a babies life.. I myself posted this, in multiple places. Moms forums online, my own forum online (deleted when I found out it was a hoax). I posted it as my status on 2 of my facebook accounts. I was genuinly concerned and trying to warn and help people.
And then I was told that this was all a hoax. http://urbanlegends.about.com/od/facebook/ss/GerberBananaBabyFoodRecall.htm
Why do people do this? Honestly, by crying wolf over and over - because this isn't the first time something like this has circulated and been shown to be untrue - nobody is going to believe these things one day. Then what? Someone could get really hurt!
So to all you people out there (myself included), if you see something on your facebook that talks about a recall or missing person or whatever... Google it, look for the story on a news site before passing it along, because things like this would be on the news.
Wednesday, 15 February 2012
Today is a good day.
Valentines Day was amazing! Deven is such a sweetheart! I have never been treated to something special for Valentines, but Deven got me a little vase of flowers and a heart shaped box of chocolates and a little teddy holding a heart. So cute! I love him so much <3
I hope everyone else had a great Valentines Day!
SURVIVOR NIGHT!
Survivor starts tonight - I'm excited - the 2 teams are on the same island this time... crazy!
Then on Thursday is Jersey Shore - yea I know.. but I just can't help myself! And last week was such a cliffhanger! Sorry folks, I gotta watch it.
PS; that makes me an orphan. LOL. Mom disowns me everytime I watch JS. Haha.
Anywho, short post today - I have to skidaddle cuz my 3 year old is throwing a fit about a race car... oh the things that seem important when you're 3.....
I hope everyone else had a great Valentines Day!
SURVIVOR NIGHT!
Survivor starts tonight - I'm excited - the 2 teams are on the same island this time... crazy!
Then on Thursday is Jersey Shore - yea I know.. but I just can't help myself! And last week was such a cliffhanger! Sorry folks, I gotta watch it.
PS; that makes me an orphan. LOL. Mom disowns me everytime I watch JS. Haha.
Anywho, short post today - I have to skidaddle cuz my 3 year old is throwing a fit about a race car... oh the things that seem important when you're 3.....
Tuesday, 14 February 2012
Happy Valentines Day!!
Wow, I've missed a few days of posts! Sorry about that folks. I've been busy with my "addiction" to second life. Lol! The last 2 days haven't been super interesting. Miles had a horrible night on the 12th which left us all very drowsy the 13th. He was up pretty much every hour. Reminded me why I'm not having any babies anytime soon! lol.
Deven has joined in on my addiction as well, and so we were both playing SL until about 10:30 last night. We had to make a new rule... No SL when the laundry needs doing. Lol!
Now.. Today.. Is that wonderful day called Valentines day... The day to show your lover just how much you love them - and if your single, treat your best friend to something nice! But why do we celebrate Valentines day? We celebrate Easter because it's the day Christ became a zombie, rising from the grave and all - or if you're atheist - for the chocolate. We celebrate Christmas because it's supposed to be the celebration of Christ - his birthday - even though if memory serves me right, it isn't his birthday at all.. Halloween was originally a pagan holiday.. So whats Valentines day really about?
Well wikipedia says;
Saint Valentine's Day, often simply Valentine's Day, is a holiday observed on February 14 honoring one or more early Christian martyrs named Valentinus. It was first established by Pope Gelasius I in 496 AD, and was later deleted from the General Roman Calendar of saints in 1969 by Pope Paul VI. It is celebrated in countries around the world, mostly in the West, although it remains a working day in all of them.
The day first became associated with romantic love in the circle of Geoffrey Chaucer in the High Middle Ages, when the tradition of courtly love flourished. By the 15th century, it had evolved into an occasion in which lovers expressed their love for each other by presenting flowers, offering confectionery, and sending greeting cards (known as "valentines").
Modern Valentine's Day symbols include the heart-shaped outline, doves, and the figure of the winged Cupid. Since the 19th century, handwritten valentines have given way to mass-produced greeting cards.
So there you have it!
If you're interested in reading more on this subject, I'd suggest heading over to wikipedia. The rest of this article includes historical facts, legends... I find it all very interesting!
If you're interested in reading more on this subject, I'd suggest heading over to wikipedia. The rest of this article includes historical facts, legends... I find it all very interesting!
Saturday, 11 February 2012
Whitney Houston - Deceased
Quote from ABC News;
My thoughts go out to Whitneys friends, family and fans.
May she rest in peace.
Full Article Here; http://abcnews.go.com/Entertainment/wireStory/whitney-houston-superstar-records-films-dies-15565063
Whitney Houston, who ruled as pop music's queen until her majestic voice and regal image were ravaged by drug use, erratic behavior and a tumultuous marriage to singer Bobby Brown, has died. She was 48.
My thoughts go out to Whitneys friends, family and fans.
May she rest in peace.
Full Article Here; http://abcnews.go.com/Entertainment/wireStory/whitney-houston-superstar-records-films-dies-15565063
Friday, 10 February 2012
Holy Tantrum Batman!
Deven was making our spaghetti dinner - which is absolutely delish - and Miles was playing with a laser pointer mouse that he had nicknamed "Squeek". He had it pointed at the floor and was howling with laughter as our cats chased it around him.
With Deven and I distracted, Miles ended up putting "Squeek" into a hole in our wall and was holding it by a chain in hopes of rescuing the mouse from the inner side of the wall... Well... The mouse didn't make it and is now forever trapped inside our wall. Miles was not okay with this, he cried, and screamed, and kicked, and whimpered, and screamed, and cried, and on.. and on... and on.... for what felt like hours.. but it was probably only about 30 minutes.
I ended up putting him in his room to cry it out after realising he was just unconsolable... once he'd calmed down a bit I freed him, and brought him 3 little mice (cat toys) and told him they were all "Squeeks" too.
That made him happy.. so now he's in bed, with his squeeks, laughing, and playing.
Time to break out the booze! lol - just kidding.
With Deven and I distracted, Miles ended up putting "Squeek" into a hole in our wall and was holding it by a chain in hopes of rescuing the mouse from the inner side of the wall... Well... The mouse didn't make it and is now forever trapped inside our wall. Miles was not okay with this, he cried, and screamed, and kicked, and whimpered, and screamed, and cried, and on.. and on... and on.... for what felt like hours.. but it was probably only about 30 minutes.
I ended up putting him in his room to cry it out after realising he was just unconsolable... once he'd calmed down a bit I freed him, and brought him 3 little mice (cat toys) and told him they were all "Squeeks" too.
That made him happy.. so now he's in bed, with his squeeks, laughing, and playing.
Time to break out the booze! lol - just kidding.
Thursday, 9 February 2012
Dreams
Today I want to talk about a dream I had last night... cuz in all honesty it was flippin' weird!
It went like this:
Deven and I needed to do laundry, so we called up a friend (R) of mine and asked her if she was doing laundry so we could all just go together. Then the Cat in The Hat showed up and told us all to sit in garbage bags... so naturally... we all sat in garbage bags.... then I realised what a huge procrastination from doing laundry this was, and got out of my garbage bag.. Then we couldn't find the laundry because for some reason it had magically disappeared.. and then the cat in the hat was suddenly my brother... so.. we all went out the door and suddenly R was talking to another friend (AJ) who was trying to give her a wedding ring, another chick (C) pops outta nowhere and offers to take the ring off AJ's hands if he pays her $600... so naturally.. he agrees.
We step out the door and suddenly C is planning her faked death with R.. and has R laying on a coffin disguised as a table...
At this point I wander off and find myself looking at old historical objects.. mostly figurines of men, women and children. The table the objects were sitting on was so unique too because it appeared to have painted people on it, but then you looked closely and you could see the images had actually been burned into the wood.
I walk through a door just past the table, and come outside. The building we were in was red, and there is grass and young boys playing. Suddenly the boys get vicous, and begin to transform into partial wherewolves. However they were all afraid of this 1 person in particular.
Suddenly I was hiding, under a grey and red blanket. The man they were all afraid of had cleared the entire field of everyone but me. He came over to me and started tickling me. I turned around, shoved him away, and ran until suddenly I was on a beach. I felt safe there. I watched as a boat of men captured a sea creature, dragging it's giant, green, lifeless body out of the water. Then... I dove in. While I was swimming I could hear a man singing.. It sounded so real.. and the song was beautiful.. and then I woke up.
_________
So that was my dream.. one of the crazier ones I've had in a while. But I bet at this point you're thinking... well what does it mean?! And I'll tell ya!
This dream has deep meaning, but this is what my dream means:
Laundry - To dream that you are doing your laundry symbolizes your intentions to clean up your image. You are conscious about how others perceive you and you wish to adjust to earn their approval.
Cat in The Hat (Cartoon Character) - To dream that your real life is depicted in a cartoon world, signifies that you are perceiving the world in a comical and unserious manner. This dream may also serve as an escape from the stressful realities of your life. It is your way of obtaining moments of lightheartedness and fun. Additionally, you may need to learn to laugh at yourself and at your mistakes.
Garbage Bags - To dream of garbage bags may indicate a guilty mind inclined to point the finger at rather than recognize your personal responsibility for the events in your life.
Coffin - To see a body in a coffin implies that you will soon face hardship and a brief time of despair. Perhaps you will feel as if you have lost your individuality and liberty, or are not being permitted to express yourself. It's possible that some aspect of your life is coming to an end. You may need to sever the ties in a friendship or association.
History - To dream with historical themes suggests that you are subconsciously yearning to be in an earlier time. This may be related to past emotions or events, and may also indicate that you need to update your opinions and thinking. Enjoy living in the present.
Fear - To dream that you feel fear represents that the things you have accomplished in life will not mean as much in the end. You are fearful about certain events transpiring around you.
Running - To dream that you are running away from someone suggests that you are attempting to elude a certain situation. You refuse to admit accountability for something you have done. In particular, if you are running from an attacker or other danger, then it implies that you are reluctant to confrot hardship and obstacles.
Beach - To dream that you are on the beach and looking out toward the ocean represents unfamiliar and strange adaptations that you are experiencing. Pay attention to the condition of the ocean; is it serene, choppy, or stormy?
Boat - To dream that you are in or see a boat indicates that you are adept at handling your feelings and communicating them to others. Consider the appearance of the water you are sailing on. This can indicate your emotions. Is the water serene, choppy, or stormy? Is it opaque or cloudy? It may also represent your willingness to acknowledge your own personal characteristics and attributes.
Men - To see an old man in your dream symbolizes intelligence and the ability to offer absolution to those you have transgressed.
Swimming - To dream that you are swimming underwater indicates that you feel overwhelmed by your emotions. Perhaps you are pushing yourself too hard to confront these issues.
Singing - To hear someone sing in your dream implies that you feel inner satisfaction. You have been able to alter your perspective and disposition.
It went like this:
Deven and I needed to do laundry, so we called up a friend (R) of mine and asked her if she was doing laundry so we could all just go together. Then the Cat in The Hat showed up and told us all to sit in garbage bags... so naturally... we all sat in garbage bags.... then I realised what a huge procrastination from doing laundry this was, and got out of my garbage bag.. Then we couldn't find the laundry because for some reason it had magically disappeared.. and then the cat in the hat was suddenly my brother... so.. we all went out the door and suddenly R was talking to another friend (AJ) who was trying to give her a wedding ring, another chick (C) pops outta nowhere and offers to take the ring off AJ's hands if he pays her $600... so naturally.. he agrees.
We step out the door and suddenly C is planning her faked death with R.. and has R laying on a coffin disguised as a table...
At this point I wander off and find myself looking at old historical objects.. mostly figurines of men, women and children. The table the objects were sitting on was so unique too because it appeared to have painted people on it, but then you looked closely and you could see the images had actually been burned into the wood.
I walk through a door just past the table, and come outside. The building we were in was red, and there is grass and young boys playing. Suddenly the boys get vicous, and begin to transform into partial wherewolves. However they were all afraid of this 1 person in particular.
Suddenly I was hiding, under a grey and red blanket. The man they were all afraid of had cleared the entire field of everyone but me. He came over to me and started tickling me. I turned around, shoved him away, and ran until suddenly I was on a beach. I felt safe there. I watched as a boat of men captured a sea creature, dragging it's giant, green, lifeless body out of the water. Then... I dove in. While I was swimming I could hear a man singing.. It sounded so real.. and the song was beautiful.. and then I woke up.
_________
So that was my dream.. one of the crazier ones I've had in a while. But I bet at this point you're thinking... well what does it mean?! And I'll tell ya!
This dream has deep meaning, but this is what my dream means:
Laundry - To dream that you are doing your laundry symbolizes your intentions to clean up your image. You are conscious about how others perceive you and you wish to adjust to earn their approval.
Cat in The Hat (Cartoon Character) - To dream that your real life is depicted in a cartoon world, signifies that you are perceiving the world in a comical and unserious manner. This dream may also serve as an escape from the stressful realities of your life. It is your way of obtaining moments of lightheartedness and fun. Additionally, you may need to learn to laugh at yourself and at your mistakes.
Garbage Bags - To dream of garbage bags may indicate a guilty mind inclined to point the finger at rather than recognize your personal responsibility for the events in your life.
Coffin - To see a body in a coffin implies that you will soon face hardship and a brief time of despair. Perhaps you will feel as if you have lost your individuality and liberty, or are not being permitted to express yourself. It's possible that some aspect of your life is coming to an end. You may need to sever the ties in a friendship or association.
History - To dream with historical themes suggests that you are subconsciously yearning to be in an earlier time. This may be related to past emotions or events, and may also indicate that you need to update your opinions and thinking. Enjoy living in the present.
Fear - To dream that you feel fear represents that the things you have accomplished in life will not mean as much in the end. You are fearful about certain events transpiring around you.
Running - To dream that you are running away from someone suggests that you are attempting to elude a certain situation. You refuse to admit accountability for something you have done. In particular, if you are running from an attacker or other danger, then it implies that you are reluctant to confrot hardship and obstacles.
Beach - To dream that you are on the beach and looking out toward the ocean represents unfamiliar and strange adaptations that you are experiencing. Pay attention to the condition of the ocean; is it serene, choppy, or stormy?
Boat - To dream that you are in or see a boat indicates that you are adept at handling your feelings and communicating them to others. Consider the appearance of the water you are sailing on. This can indicate your emotions. Is the water serene, choppy, or stormy? Is it opaque or cloudy? It may also represent your willingness to acknowledge your own personal characteristics and attributes.
Men - To see an old man in your dream symbolizes intelligence and the ability to offer absolution to those you have transgressed.
Swimming - To dream that you are swimming underwater indicates that you feel overwhelmed by your emotions. Perhaps you are pushing yourself too hard to confront these issues.
Singing - To hear someone sing in your dream implies that you feel inner satisfaction. You have been able to alter your perspective and disposition.
Wednesday, 8 February 2012
Today
The plan; ... yea I don't have one... No clue what to write about today, seriously folks, I'm speechless...
Hey have you played Second Life? It's an online game much like World of Warcraft, but like.. without the violence (I know.. Lame) and it's fun, ya go on, gamble a little - using linden, come on folks, I'm not a gambler. They've got strip clubs -which I spend a lot of time in, yknow.. dancing and such- OH did I mention you have your own little avatar guy that you create and dress up and, I dunno... I think it's fun..
If you're interested in actually learning about the game rather then read my brief and weird explanation that really doesn't do it much justice.. GO TOO......
>> http://www.secondlife.com/ <<
Hey have you played Second Life? It's an online game much like World of Warcraft, but like.. without the violence (I know.. Lame) and it's fun, ya go on, gamble a little - using linden, come on folks, I'm not a gambler. They've got strip clubs -which I spend a lot of time in, yknow.. dancing and such- OH did I mention you have your own little avatar guy that you create and dress up and, I dunno... I think it's fun..
If you're interested in actually learning about the game rather then read my brief and weird explanation that really doesn't do it much justice.. GO TOO......
>> http://www.secondlife.com/ <<
Seriously folks, go there, it's awesome.If you like the Sims you'll like SL... heck if you don't like real life.. you'll like second life...
This is me in my second life. I'm perrtty hott too. *wink*
Yea folks, effin neko, put that in your pipes and smoke it.
I'm just kiddin' folks, don't smoke, bad for your health!
Me again! This was at the Firehouse strip club before it shut down...
So yea.. that's life in the second form!
Oh and like.. you can be a dragon, or a furry, or a worm, or whatever the heck you want... vampires, wherewolves, rabbits, you could see what it's like to be a pencil for a day... being used and yet unappreciated.. Okay shit just got weird...
JOIN ME ON SECONDLIFE O_O
Oh and like.. you can be a dragon, or a furry, or a worm, or whatever the heck you want... vampires, wherewolves, rabbits, you could see what it's like to be a pencil for a day... being used and yet unappreciated.. Okay shit just got weird...
JOIN ME ON SECONDLIFE O_O
Tuesday, 7 February 2012
Question For The Men!
Okay folks.. this time I have a question for all of you. Mostly it's directed at men, but I'm sure the women out there have interesting views on this as well..
I'm a stay home Mother of my little guy. I live with my boyfriend, and I'm very happy with him. But it seems that some men (not all) aren't put off by that... I'm loyal, I wouldn't dream of cheating on this man. And yet there are other men out there who are all... "hey baby, how you doin'?" and I'm all.... "fine thanks, you?" and they're all "oh I'm just.." and then they get totally inappropriate! So I either try to redirect the convo or throw out that I have a boyfriend in hopes that they'll just go away. But they don't?
Why the hell not?! It's as though they have no respect, whatsoever, for the fact that I am happy in my relationship and have absolutely no desire to hear about how "big" they are..
Little tip for you boys, if a girl point blank tells you that she has a boyfriend.... she's not interested. Period.
So why is it that some men seem to have no respect when a woman tells him she's not interested?
I'm a stay home Mother of my little guy. I live with my boyfriend, and I'm very happy with him. But it seems that some men (not all) aren't put off by that... I'm loyal, I wouldn't dream of cheating on this man. And yet there are other men out there who are all... "hey baby, how you doin'?" and I'm all.... "fine thanks, you?" and they're all "oh I'm just.." and then they get totally inappropriate! So I either try to redirect the convo or throw out that I have a boyfriend in hopes that they'll just go away. But they don't?
Why the hell not?! It's as though they have no respect, whatsoever, for the fact that I am happy in my relationship and have absolutely no desire to hear about how "big" they are..
Little tip for you boys, if a girl point blank tells you that she has a boyfriend.... she's not interested. Period.
So why is it that some men seem to have no respect when a woman tells him she's not interested?
Monday, 6 February 2012
Hum Dee Dum...
So we've reached our members goal for the first draw on my forum! Yay! Draw will be taking place on February 10th! http://www.justusmoms.forumotion.ca/
TODAY in my life;
Woot Woot, going off to the Love Shop today with none other then Miss Rachel <3 My lovely gal-pal. Not too sure what we're huntin' but we might just find out! Once we're finished there we'll be hittin up the mall for food, drink, and more lingerie stores.. then off to La Vie En Rose!
And all the while....
Miles will be spending time with Deven! YAY! Mommy gets girl time! ALONE!
TODAY in my life;
Woot Woot, going off to the Love Shop today with none other then Miss Rachel <3 My lovely gal-pal. Not too sure what we're huntin' but we might just find out! Once we're finished there we'll be hittin up the mall for food, drink, and more lingerie stores.. then off to La Vie En Rose!
And all the while....
Miles will be spending time with Deven! YAY! Mommy gets girl time! ALONE!
That is all.
Sunday, 5 February 2012
Announcement on: www.justusmoms.forumotion.ca
Members & Guests;
Our very own SCENTsationalSteph has offered to donate the following Scentsy products to help promote the forum, as well as spread the word about just how scent-sational Scentsy really is!
The draw will be taking place when our member goals are met.
25 Members - Scent Circle
50 Members - Scent Circle
75 Members - Scent Pak
100 Members - Bar
150 Members - Bar
200 Members - Plug-In
How will the draw work?
I will be assigning each member a number - numbers will be chosen by join date. Your number will never change unless a member before you is banned and deleted. If your number is drawn and you do not wish to claim your prize, you can give it to another member, or ask that we draw again.
What is Scentsy?
All Scentsy information is in the "All About Scentsy" section of the forum - for members, this section is located in the category titled "Moms who sell stuff".
How do I enter the draw?
If you are a Guest and would like to have your name entered for a chance to win Scentsy prizes, it's as simple as becoming a member and being sure to post often. Inactive users (defined by a 30 day period of inactivity) will not have an equal chance as active members - that is to say, if you join but don't post, and your number is drawn - we will draw again.
If you have any further questions, feel free to ask!
Visit my forum!
http://www.justusmoms.forumotion.ca/
Our very own SCENTsationalSteph has offered to donate the following Scentsy products to help promote the forum, as well as spread the word about just how scent-sational Scentsy really is!
The draw will be taking place when our member goals are met.
25 Members - Scent Circle
50 Members - Scent Circle
75 Members - Scent Pak
100 Members - Bar
150 Members - Bar
200 Members - Plug-In
How will the draw work?
I will be assigning each member a number - numbers will be chosen by join date. Your number will never change unless a member before you is banned and deleted. If your number is drawn and you do not wish to claim your prize, you can give it to another member, or ask that we draw again.
What is Scentsy?
All Scentsy information is in the "All About Scentsy" section of the forum - for members, this section is located in the category titled "Moms who sell stuff".
How do I enter the draw?
If you are a Guest and would like to have your name entered for a chance to win Scentsy prizes, it's as simple as becoming a member and being sure to post often. Inactive users (defined by a 30 day period of inactivity) will not have an equal chance as active members - that is to say, if you join but don't post, and your number is drawn - we will draw again.
If you have any further questions, feel free to ask!
Visit my forum!
http://www.justusmoms.forumotion.ca/
Saturday, 4 February 2012
Today in my world....
Today was a really nice day.
We got to sleep in a little this morning, and when we got up, we enjoyed a large breakfast of bacon, eggs, and toast! Once we finished breakfast it was time to decide what we'd do today! Well, Miles was off playing with rocks from my bedroom, and Deven came up with a wonderful idea. We would take Miles 5 pin bowling.
Needless to say, he loved it!
It was adorable watching him roll the bowling ball down the laneway and watch excitedly as it slowly made it's way to the pins. He's not bad for a 3 year old either! We played 2 games. In the first he scored 74 and in the second he scored 76.
When we decided it was time to go, he threw such a fit! He was having so much fun, I'm really happy he enjoyed himself. I was a little worried that I'd be spending the afternoon chasing him around the bowling alley.
We got to sleep in a little this morning, and when we got up, we enjoyed a large breakfast of bacon, eggs, and toast! Once we finished breakfast it was time to decide what we'd do today! Well, Miles was off playing with rocks from my bedroom, and Deven came up with a wonderful idea. We would take Miles 5 pin bowling.
Needless to say, he loved it!
It was adorable watching him roll the bowling ball down the laneway and watch excitedly as it slowly made it's way to the pins. He's not bad for a 3 year old either! We played 2 games. In the first he scored 74 and in the second he scored 76.
When we decided it was time to go, he threw such a fit! He was having so much fun, I'm really happy he enjoyed himself. I was a little worried that I'd be spending the afternoon chasing him around the bowling alley.
Friday, 3 February 2012
Gettin' Personal
So today I wanted to blog about something that I think a lot of people go through at one point or another in their lives but don't often admit. It's one of the reasons girls seem to hate eachother, and probably the reason some people seem incredibly dramatic.
Our whole lives, we're basically raised to compete with one another - and this certainly takes its toll on a person eventually. We're always trying to be the better student, the hottest chick in school, the most popular.. the guys worry about the size of the pocket rocket (often bragging about it to make up for their true feelings about its size) and whether they're buff enough, tough enough.. The thing is.. we all worry at some point in our lives what other people think of us.
Well.. Why?
Why does it matter if you're an A+ student or a drop-out? Why does it matter what you look like? Why does it matter how many friends you have? Seriously, think about it.
Nobody likes to be alone. So that girl or boy who gets picked on everyday in school, or spends their time wandering around by themselves - they'd love it if someone reached out and said, hey let's be friends, or at the very least took the time to get to know them for who they are rather then pass judgement based on looks or popularity.
I have to admit, I struggle to push what other people think of me aside. If someone calls me dramatic, I run to my closest friend and look for the reassurance that no I'm not dramatic - meanwhile I'm totally being dramatic by looking for the reassurance that I'm not! If someone calls me selfish, I start rethinking every action I've done that day, second guessing my own opinion of myself or decisions I've made. If someone tells me I'm ugly, it hurts and I might spend a few minutes each time I pass my reflection, staring at myself and wondering what's wrong with me, focusing on all the negative people have said.
Growing up I've always had people talk down to me. I've had teachers tell me I'll never get anywhere in life because I'm a failure. I've had family laugh in my face when I've brought up an idea of what I'd like to do with my life. I've had people who I thought were my friends, tell me I'm selfish, worthless, ugly, a horrible person. And I know all these things aren't true. But they still get to me.
But why does it matter?
Why does it matter that these teachers think I'll never get anywhere. Why does it matter that family didn't think I could accomplish this or that. Why does it matter that someone thinks I'm selfish, worthless, ugly, a horrible person....
Why does it matter if you're an A+ student, or a drop out. Why does it matter what you look like. Why does it matter how many friends you have.
The answer is simple.
It doesn't.
Once you're able to fully accept that nobody elses opinions of you matter, you'll gain confidence and feel much more positively about yourself.
Our whole lives, we're basically raised to compete with one another - and this certainly takes its toll on a person eventually. We're always trying to be the better student, the hottest chick in school, the most popular.. the guys worry about the size of the pocket rocket (often bragging about it to make up for their true feelings about its size) and whether they're buff enough, tough enough.. The thing is.. we all worry at some point in our lives what other people think of us.
Well.. Why?
Why does it matter if you're an A+ student or a drop-out? Why does it matter what you look like? Why does it matter how many friends you have? Seriously, think about it.
Nobody likes to be alone. So that girl or boy who gets picked on everyday in school, or spends their time wandering around by themselves - they'd love it if someone reached out and said, hey let's be friends, or at the very least took the time to get to know them for who they are rather then pass judgement based on looks or popularity.
I have to admit, I struggle to push what other people think of me aside. If someone calls me dramatic, I run to my closest friend and look for the reassurance that no I'm not dramatic - meanwhile I'm totally being dramatic by looking for the reassurance that I'm not! If someone calls me selfish, I start rethinking every action I've done that day, second guessing my own opinion of myself or decisions I've made. If someone tells me I'm ugly, it hurts and I might spend a few minutes each time I pass my reflection, staring at myself and wondering what's wrong with me, focusing on all the negative people have said.
Growing up I've always had people talk down to me. I've had teachers tell me I'll never get anywhere in life because I'm a failure. I've had family laugh in my face when I've brought up an idea of what I'd like to do with my life. I've had people who I thought were my friends, tell me I'm selfish, worthless, ugly, a horrible person. And I know all these things aren't true. But they still get to me.
But why does it matter?
Why does it matter that these teachers think I'll never get anywhere. Why does it matter that family didn't think I could accomplish this or that. Why does it matter that someone thinks I'm selfish, worthless, ugly, a horrible person....
Why does it matter if you're an A+ student, or a drop out. Why does it matter what you look like. Why does it matter how many friends you have.
The answer is simple.
It doesn't.
Once you're able to fully accept that nobody elses opinions of you matter, you'll gain confidence and feel much more positively about yourself.
Thursday, 2 February 2012
Reasons why YOU should give your man, what he's askin' for...
Yes ladies and gents, this blog post is all about fellatio.. blow jobs... giving head...
Whatever you call it, it's all the same. We all know how to do it, so I'm not giving you pointers, but letting you know why YOU should perform this act on your Mister!
Reason #1; Who am I kidding, they LOVE it!
Reason #2; Great way to initiate sexual interaction
Reason #3; Guys want it, and will do almost anything for it - inspire them to do a little chore-play around the house before they get the foreplay in the bedroom.
And lastly;
Performing fellatio and swallowing semen actually reduces the risk of breast cancer, by - get this - 40%! Insanity right!? Totally can't be true, right? Well you best start believin' it. I thought to myself "No way!" until I googled around and found this link; http://www.murdzplace.com/CNN.htm
What do you think??
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So it turns out... I'm gullible. Who'da thunk it!? LOL.
Which means... all of the above about 40% decrease in cancer.. yea, it's all false.
Just goes to show, don't believe everything you read on the net!
Whatever you call it, it's all the same. We all know how to do it, so I'm not giving you pointers, but letting you know why YOU should perform this act on your Mister!
Reason #1; Who am I kidding, they LOVE it!
Reason #2; Great way to initiate sexual interaction
Reason #3; Guys want it, and will do almost anything for it - inspire them to do a little chore-play around the house before they get the foreplay in the bedroom.
And lastly;
Performing fellatio and swallowing semen actually reduces the risk of breast cancer, by - get this - 40%! Insanity right!? Totally can't be true, right? Well you best start believin' it. I thought to myself "No way!" until I googled around and found this link; http://www.murdzplace.com/CNN.htm
What do you think??
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So it turns out... I'm gullible. Who'da thunk it!? LOL.
Which means... all of the above about 40% decrease in cancer.. yea, it's all false.
Just goes to show, don't believe everything you read on the net!
Wednesday, 1 February 2012
It's February!!
Wow, a month has gone by already!
Today I'd like to reflect on January and post about what I've learned, what I've been dealing with, and where I am today.
January 2012 was deffinately a month of change.
Deven officially moved in - although we still have a few things to bring over from his old place. I lost a few friends, but reconnected with a few others I hadn't spoken to in years. Got to do something I've wanted to do for years - have a ghost hunt! I hope to continue doing hunts like that. In fact I'd love to check out the Donnelly house.
Aside from those few things. I also learned a few things about myself. I've figured out that I could very well have depression and while I have yet to make that first doctors appointment, I'm feeling confident that things will get better for me once we find out if there is in fact something wrong. - Keep in mind it could easily be seasonal due to the weather. With the weather being so indecisive (rain, snow, slush, snow, rain, slush.. etc) we've spent a lot of time indoors to avoid the muddy yard - and with Deven balancing work, placement, and school, we don't have a whole lot of free time to spend as a family and go somewhere like the Childrens Museum. Though it'd be nice, and maybe something we'll do this weekend.
I'm excited to see what February has in store for me.
I hope you'll continue to follow me on my journey through this year!
Today I'd like to reflect on January and post about what I've learned, what I've been dealing with, and where I am today.
January 2012 was deffinately a month of change.
Deven officially moved in - although we still have a few things to bring over from his old place. I lost a few friends, but reconnected with a few others I hadn't spoken to in years. Got to do something I've wanted to do for years - have a ghost hunt! I hope to continue doing hunts like that. In fact I'd love to check out the Donnelly house.
Aside from those few things. I also learned a few things about myself. I've figured out that I could very well have depression and while I have yet to make that first doctors appointment, I'm feeling confident that things will get better for me once we find out if there is in fact something wrong. - Keep in mind it could easily be seasonal due to the weather. With the weather being so indecisive (rain, snow, slush, snow, rain, slush.. etc) we've spent a lot of time indoors to avoid the muddy yard - and with Deven balancing work, placement, and school, we don't have a whole lot of free time to spend as a family and go somewhere like the Childrens Museum. Though it'd be nice, and maybe something we'll do this weekend.
I'm excited to see what February has in store for me.
I hope you'll continue to follow me on my journey through this year!
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